Victor. I just like, FUUUCKING LOVE HIM<3
I've always wanted us to talk, get together, my dreamguy<3
Always watched him, mostly when he didn't notice, hihi...

And then, last friday a week ago at the koncert at school, I smiled like a fucking retard to him while he played Alphabeat's Fascination with his musicband. Haha, he's my schools biggest metalhead, it was so fun to watch him play that ugly popsong when he hates that genre so muchxD
Afterwards I got the courage to talk to him outside, he gave me a cigarette and we had fun talking. I just wondered why he even wanted to talk to me, he's 3 years older than me, gonna get student soon. But he liked me, wanted my phonenumber when I had to go home, wrote with him all the night, he called me, talked for fucking 3 hours. I was in heaven when he asked what I was doing that weekend.
Sunday he picked me up in his parents car and we drove over to his parents' house. We hadn't even laid on his bed for 10 minutes, then we started kissing. His kisses, nothing like it<33
Told him I wanted him, he was in some doubt but after a little while: "I Victor, want you, Christine." "Are you my boyfriend now?"
Then he kissed me. "Is that answer enough?" biiiiiig smile.
This time it's fucking diffrent, and I fucking won't let go.

-My ex, yeah, I know I was such an ass, but I couldn't live on a lie any longer. He just couldn't understand me, and he just didn't fucking care, no matter what he said or still says. Think he was surprised when he found out I'd 'already gotten a new replacement'. I just don't fucking care! He still dosen't know some things, and I'll keep it that way. I just wan't him out of my life for good, he was such an ass after I'd left him by the bus that day we'd broke up, just want him to stop writing me and interfiering in my life. We're done?!

I'm just so proud of having Victor as my boyfriend. He's more gentle with me, he makes me more safe than I've ever been with anyone.
I love when he plays at his guitar, looks at me at the same time and just won't stop looking at me. This thing between us<3
He's so amazing. He's had music n' japanese at A level for 3 years now. He understand every word of what my best girl Yuki (who's funny enough from JapanxD) says. It's funnyxD
I'm so happy about us living in the same town, going at the same highschool, I get to see his sweet face everyday
He's just mine, and I'm the luckiest girl in the world now<333

I've weared the sweater he has given me, all day. I don't care about it being black and it being hot wearing it, I just love it, he's given me something of his<3

Victor, Ashiteru<33333